Then let's hope it doesn't. It seems to be sporadic, anyway.
Your feelings don't make you a freak. It's possible that you haven't met a person who makes you feel that way. I'm sure others will tell you the same. They're less likely to tell you that you'll never stop feeling that way, or that it is fine, but that's the truth. You don't have to.
[Well technology is sabotaging her and she wants to die now.]
Anyway, if you've known each other that long, you're probably afraid of accidentally changing something good. But that fear might do more damage than just talking about it.
[ A pause here. He's never been dishonest with himself, and the fact that he could be sit wrong. He's always done the opposite until now, so why suddenly change? Worry can do a lot to a guy, but you can do a lot to worry.
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[ As if it wasn't awkward already, but. Since he was thinking about her as a plan B after Tifa, well. ]
if it doesn't misfire again, go ahead.
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Your feelings don't make you a freak. It's possible that you haven't met a person who makes you feel that way. I'm sure others will tell you the same. They're less likely to tell you that you'll never stop feeling that way, or that it is fine, but that's the truth. You don't have to.
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if I say something they wouldn't get it
I don't even get it
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If you both care for one another, that person will make an effort to understand you. It's not always about "getting it."
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Ah, hm.
You'll have to be a little more specific. Figure out which part?
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We made plans for after graduation and I asked if she wanted to say it was a date.
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it just feels weird, i guess
i've known this person for years and only now it's like something's different
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I don't really talk about things like this. You should understand that.
[Whatever else was here is going somewhere else, but she'll come back to it in a minute.]
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Anyway, if you've known each other that long, you're probably afraid of accidentally changing something good. But that fear might do more damage than just talking about it.
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[ But she's right about one thing. ]
i'm really bad at this, holy crap
you say i should say something then, regardless of the reaction
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[Especially since they're talking about it right now. She can tell how awkward Eren is because it's happening in real time, obviously.]
Yes, that's what I'm saying. I think you're being dishonest with yourself if you don't.
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Like punch it in the face. ]
I'll do it.
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I think you'll feel better after you do, eventually. It might not happen right away.
If you don't want to talk about it afterward, I understand.
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I'll talk to you later
and thanks, jasmine
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